1. I once have a classmate in the same class with me from grade 7 to grade 10, but even though we went on same math competition, I don't know he exist. Somehow from grade 7 to grade 10 I dream about him, but didn't recognize him at all. After I recognize him in grade 10, I still dream about him for another two years.
2. I was diagnosed being Schizophrenic, but I don't think so. There was a time when I was about to awake, a voice told me that I shan't be dating this guy was on my mind I would have a son and get married about when was 27 to 29 (I was born in 1983 detail look on profile). Then in another dream, it ask me to look for my death year. And sometimes the voices talk about names that I don't know about. Yes, name. And later I find out what it means. Like it says Aaron likes me. But I don't have any friends name Aaron. Many years down the road, I did met Aaron...only that I only see him as a friend...
3. I was sober and some kind of force lift me up and fall down the floor on my hip. That happen twice in a row. Then about the Schizophrenic thing again... I feel someone is holding my foot ankle some nights, but obviously I didn't see anyone. I once felt there was snakes wrapped around my waist and arms, and I guess I was bitten by them, too. There was time, when I think I really visited hell in sensation sense. I felt my skull is being dragged on floor and mud is entering my mouth, and worms in body...Don't recall where, but that sound very much like a hell that was describe by...source that I forgotten...then there night I felt was being chopped up into junkie, my body that is...another time...I felt I was bing burn in fire...
4. Before I got diagnose with Schizophrenia, a voice asked me. "Do you want every one to know our thought, or u hear others" I say the latter. And then I start to hear the so called "Hallucination"
5. I was hard in breathing, and then I am sure that I did wear my slipper and try to walk to the door of my room to get help, then, as I reach the door I was lifted on the very same spot again by a force and I was falling on the floor and with my head almost hit my drawers, then the next thing I know when I regain conscious and found myself lying on my bed outside of the blanket.
Am I nut?